There is decay here,
an almost death,
a dying of a heart.
Here,
in this place this town,
behind shuttered windows
shuttered doors
lays desolation emptiness,
history long ago
absorbed
into echoes in its walls.
And in this doorway
here he sits, half in half out,
looks up as water spouts from cluttered gutter,
cascading down on already sodden hair.
He plays well his part, knows his well-practiced line.
This waif this clean-shaven ragamuffin
(Sim Free buzzing in his pocket)
waits for the next passing soft-hearted sucker
and grinning, he thinks he sees her coming.
This is it (he thinks) and he plays his part,
wears his most soulful face and utters:
Can you spare a penny missus?
She hasn’t any and hurries by.
She wears the worries of this winter,
can differentiate
twixt wants and needs,
knows an empty purse
will not feed her waiting wailing mouth
shivering in his shabby buggy.
Across there,
the market square, once bristling –
now bare and barren
bar dog leading doleful master.
He [dog] cocks leg into the air,
fountains golden arc into
downpour splattering from the highest heavens.
They walk a little further and he [dog]
bobs down and defecates.
Master looks around
and sin unseen (he thinks) they carry on.
Someone else’s job
(he smugly muses).
(She has seen both man and dog,
tuts in disgust and scurries to
the docks,
hoping praying for a waiting sailor.)
The Jolly Roger is nigh going
under…
Outside, paint cracked and peeling –
and over there,
seagulls squawking screeching squealing
squabble over tasty morsels
titbits of last evening’s discarded drunken suppers.
Inside, mein host, angst-ridden
raises a silent toast in hope
of better-things-to-come,
hopes the louts of yesterday
will come again tonight,
the louts who cuss and fight with who/whatever/over
their half-dressed drunken flirting foul-mouthed
tarts.
(At least they bring a paltry income in.)
He sighs;
there is a poverty in our young (he thinks) –
a poverty of ideas.
But they are all he has as docks lay ship-empty –
as empty as his once-stuffed till.
The lout – still in his doorway,
Sim Free buzzing in his pocket,
begs beer money as another sucker passes.
There are no ships here,
no sailors here to buy her body,
her body once freely given
to some loud-mouthed cocky lout
(Sim Free buzzing in his pocket);
she then discarded like some drunken supper.
She has no hope.
She has nothing
but a poverty –
a poverty of ideas.
Anna :o]
The above are imaginations based on observations of my
once-bustling & vibrant town centre.
My town centre is dying – and being allowed to die as my myopic council
refuse to lower rents. And on the town’s
peripheries, supermarkets flourish…
Entered at OLN at dVerse, hosted by the lovely Beth –
thanks Beth.
Entered today (28.04.14) at Poets United Poetry Pantry - hosted by the lovely Mary - thanks Mary.
Entered today (28.04.14) at Poets United Poetry Pantry - hosted by the lovely Mary - thanks Mary.
Image: Courtesy of Wikimedia Commons
Author: Rept0n1x