I have paper
weighted down by coffee cup
as autumn winds
seem intent on catching it, lifting it,
giving it the gift of flight.
I am stuck on 3 across
(and will marvel at its genius
when it finally falls-into-place)
and then I see him (all screwed up)
peripheral
and wonder what demons he does battle with.
A wasp alights to feed on sugar
blown by breeze to strew the table,
I am not frightened of it, of its sting –
my fears lay elsewhere (lay with him).
Will he leave or not?
My fear is that he might stay…
(I am still stuck on 3 across.)
(I marvel at it (the wasp) – tiny, perfect,
life compact in black and yellow skin.)
He unsettles me,
something I-cannot-quite-put-my-finger-on.
Is angst communicable ‘cross café tables?
He lights a cigarette,
takes one puff of it
then snaps it, throws it to the ground.
With anguished moan he lights another
and sucks at it, sucks at it as if there is no
tomorrow.
He has that leg thing,
right leg jerks up and down
causing chair to rattle.
He groans as he wraps head in hands.
A backfiring car elicits
startled wide-eyed response,
he panics, half screams,
slams fists down heavy,
shattering plate and peace.
He sees them (and me) voyeuring,
shouts “What the f**ck
you looking at?”
stands, upturns chair and table
and with one loud “F**K YOU!”
storms off into his private hell.
(I am still stuck on 3 across.)
Anna :o]
Having (hopefully) temporary writers block (again), I have dredged up an oldie and tweaked it a little.
This is a true story. I worked nights for years and after my final shift, I would meet my friend most Wednesday mornings for breakfast and then go shopping, even if mostly window shopping and then often go to another café for a mid-day meal.
The words are an account of what I viewed whilst sitting at a pavement table, while doing a cryptic crossword as I awaited the arrival of my friend. I love cryptic crosswords. If memory serves me well, I wasn’t stuck on 3 across, but whichever it was, it didn’t have the right ring to it, so 3 across it became.
Shared with the good folk at PSU Writers' Pantry # 55, hosted by the lovely Rommy, cheers Rommy!
Image: Courtesy of Flickr "Do we have enough clothes?? Is our house safe?? Is it difficult to change diapers?? Will I ever sleep the next 18 years???" by zetson is licensed under CC BY-NC-SA 2.0